// Delirium trigger

Good morning sunshines! I just woke up how champion is that man. (x

Anyway, I've finally found a great way to waste life during the holidays besides going out and studying.

WATCH FULL HOUSE. :D :D :D

I was at my cousin's house watching bloopers and other retarded videos on YouTube and I somehow got convinced that this Korean series may actually be appealing. Needless to say, my mom has it in DVD and my sister and I spent the whole night watching the first few episodes. DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU.

Oh yeah so we got a new DVD player because the old one spoilt (one of my Lost discs is trapped inside forever lah wtf) and I set it up last night to watch Full House right? WE FOUND A THE DAY AFTER TOMMOROW ORIGINAL DVD INSIDE! The guy at the DVD shop slotted it in to test the player and forgot to take it out, what a jack-ass.

Omg. I don't even want to think about the Common Tests and holiday homework yet. And how about I still owe Jamie Tan my TOK reflection on Language?! Curses.

Ah well. As Stanley Ong would say...

NEVERTHELESS.

As for now, back to more Full House. Wheee.

// The devil in the wishing well

MSN just died on me so there's no way of being online tonight. How perfect.

So I was thinking about what Jing, Wanxian and I were talking about for 5 hours in Jing's place a few weeks ago. The fact that the gang is slowly but surely dispersing is very disturbing, but inevitable I guess. The group is just too big, and all the guys ever care about is DOTA, WoW and what not. Hence, hopes of engaging in a conversation with them that doesn't involve gaming is virtually non-existent.

Take today for example. Wanxian and I skipped school to met the rest at KAP in the morning and had breakfast. Spent the whole time listening to our iPods and staring into blank space because the guys were babbling on earnestly about their computer games and being completely oblivious to their surroundings, let alone us.

As afternoon rolled by, Wanxian and I headed off for town. Four hours of non-stop window shopping was definitely more fruitful than gazing at a TV screen playing God-knows-what-action RPG-game in JQ's house.

I'm not complaining, by the way. Just making an observation.

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Now on to something more disturbing. Over the past year, I've evolved to become an evil person.

Let's just say I do not deserve even half of whatever kindness they've shown towards me. When I sink into depression, they always find a way to cheer me up even though they may not know what the fuck's wrong with me. And we all know that there're some things which are better left unsaid. Likewise in my case.

Another thing. I realised I am very good in hiding my emotions (i.e. feelings for a certain somebody). Sometimes too good; to the extent I get hurt and the person doesn't even know about it. And then I vent my frustrations on everyone, not expecting anyone to understand and yet crying out for help. How retarded.

That's all my shit summarised in 2 paragraphs. If only life was that simple eh?

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Oh wow MSN's finally working. Time to put on the facade again. Or I just might make a confession. Lalala SEE HOW LAH. :D

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{edit}

Believe me - I'd tell you if I could. But I really can't at the moment.

Because that person is you.

{/edit}

// Mack the knife

School is going to kill me I swear.

- Chemistry test
- CAS file
- Econs IA
- TOK reflection (Language)
- LWT on Frost's Wood Pile
- 5 Chemistry practicals
- Mock IOP
- Group 4 project
- Geography project
- Chinese oral
- Math portfolio
- Functions assignments
- Trigonometry assignments
- Econs file
- Chemistry file
- Chinese file

And of course...

PARENT-TEACHER MEETING.

Fucketty fuck. My parents will be in for a big surprise. In the meantime, I shall move to Jing's toilet for refuge if they return home one day with a brand-new chopper.

Oh well. At least I passed Math. And after 2 years, I finally got to taste the swedish meatballs in iKEA today. And of all people, we just had to met Darren Chew there. His reaction upon seeing Wanxian and I standing there laughing at him was priceless.

Found a potential Econs IA article in April's issue of TIMES. Hopefully it's enough to cover the wordcount. If not I'd probably welcome the chopper with opened arms.

Actually I think I'll die of terminal depression. Don't ask why. Especially YOU.

// Rapid hope loss

Went Jing's house today in hope of studying Chemistry, but who the hell studies on Fridays I ask you? Ended up watching movies like Flight Plan, Death of the Supermodels and the first epsiode of Desperate Housewives (Season 1). That's about 5 hours of TV baybehhh. :D

My parents came around 6pm to pick me up and my brother happily walked right into Jing's house and into the guest room without anyone knowing. Everyone's first reaction, including mine, was thinking he was some lost child. Freaking scary please.

Had some major Japanese cookout for dinner in my aunt's house to commemorate Mothers' Day. Ate like a pig and then slacked around with Mark playing Pokemon: Ruby Version. DAMN FUN, I LIKE. (x

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Jing's ownage toilet!




The day we were supposed to study Geog but ended up talking for 5 hours.









Marcus Lim! :D









Jarvin and I on the Great Wall




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More photos another day. Now I'm off to watch Desperate Housewives. (:

// We come down

Softball 'B' Div finals at Turf City yesterday. THEY WON. (x

Wanxian, Jing and I had a lot of fun laughing at everything, especially the stupendous grass fight that took place during the 4th inning between Melvin, Ethan and Greg. Ethan wanted to throw grass at Melvin but most of it landed on Greg and OMG his reaction FREAKING funny! He immediately tore up this huge tuft of grass but because during that time of chaos between Melvin and Ethan, he didn't know who threw grass on him. So he was like looking left and right and his face was like muderous and confused at the same time. OMGWTFBBQLMAO we laughed until CRY please.

---

A lot of people got screwed for leaving school halfway to watch the softball match today. First person was none other than Wanxian: right after morning assembly in the space frame for the whole school to gawk at. She deserves it though - first day in school already skipped half the day to "help" me in sports heats. Haha!

However, after getting screwed by all 3 form teachers because of Thiru, including Pat Thong who was freaking extra, Wanxian was apparently unmoved because she skipped PE with the rest of us and slacked in 5.10 later today without hesitation. That woman really champion I tell you.

Went KAP later to study. On the way, we dropped by Bukit Timah Plaza to ambush the guys because JQ said they were lanning there. But when we got there they moved to Beauty World. WTH LAH CHEAT OUR FEELINGS. Hahaha.

OMG. Then while walking back to KAP, we saw MARK CHIANG. From afar can already spot him damn easily because of his stupid slouch and bright orange bag. Damn funny, we stood in the middle of nowhere and called him, going, "Stop where you are and turn around." And that bloody cock-eyed twit took a full 30 seconds to figure out where we were despite clear descriptions and us waving like madmen and screaming like apes.

Studied Econs in KAP. But we were damn exhausted due to all the laughing and screaming (since yesterday lah what the hell) so I slept after a mere one hour. Sighzations.

This round's Common Test is really screwed too:

Week 8
Tuesday - Math, English
Wednesday - Econs
Thursday - Geography

Week 9
Tuesday - Chemistry

Week 10
Tuesday - Chinese

I tell you the teachers seriously got major problem. How can they cramp 4 subjects in 1 week and slack off the next couple of weeks?! Child abuse to the max.

Oh, and the HOMEWORK. Omg I want to cry lah. There's:

- TOK reflection on Language (Bloody Jamie Tan you will die soon I swear)
- TOK essay
- 4 Chemistry practical reports (How now brown cow?!)
- 3 LWTs on Frost
- 1 LWT on Soyinka
- IOP topic (DIE. Times one thousand)
- EE (How about they freaking hell reshuffled the mentors and I haven't met my new one yet)
- Econs IA shite (I don't even know what IA stands for lah omg)
- Functions (Yellow book & past years' questions. ALL of them)

I don't even want to think if there's anymore lah. This is too tragic.

---

I proclaim KAP my new home from today onwards. Waaha.

// Delirium trigger

Good morning sunshines! I just woke up how champion is that man. (x

Anyway, I've finally found a great way to waste life during the holidays besides going out and studying.

WATCH FULL HOUSE. :D :D :D

I was at my cousin's house watching bloopers and other retarded videos on YouTube and I somehow got convinced that this Korean series may actually be appealing. Needless to say, my mom has it in DVD and my sister and I spent the whole night watching the first few episodes. DAMN FUNNY I TELL YOU.

Oh yeah so we got a new DVD player because the old one spoilt (one of my Lost discs is trapped inside forever lah wtf) and I set it up last night to watch Full House right? WE FOUND A THE DAY AFTER TOMMOROW ORIGINAL DVD INSIDE! The guy at the DVD shop slotted it in to test the player and forgot to take it out, what a jack-ass.

Omg. I don't even want to think about the Common Tests and holiday homework yet. And how about I still owe Jamie Tan my TOK reflection on Language?! Curses.

Ah well. As Stanley Ong would say...

NEVERTHELESS.

As for now, back to more Full House. Wheee.

// The devil in the wishing well

MSN just died on me so there's no way of being online tonight. How perfect.

So I was thinking about what Jing, Wanxian and I were talking about for 5 hours in Jing's place a few weeks ago. The fact that the gang is slowly but surely dispersing is very disturbing, but inevitable I guess. The group is just too big, and all the guys ever care about is DOTA, WoW and what not. Hence, hopes of engaging in a conversation with them that doesn't involve gaming is virtually non-existent.

Take today for example. Wanxian and I skipped school to met the rest at KAP in the morning and had breakfast. Spent the whole time listening to our iPods and staring into blank space because the guys were babbling on earnestly about their computer games and being completely oblivious to their surroundings, let alone us.

As afternoon rolled by, Wanxian and I headed off for town. Four hours of non-stop window shopping was definitely more fruitful than gazing at a TV screen playing God-knows-what-action RPG-game in JQ's house.

I'm not complaining, by the way. Just making an observation.

---

Now on to something more disturbing. Over the past year, I've evolved to become an evil person.

Let's just say I do not deserve even half of whatever kindness they've shown towards me. When I sink into depression, they always find a way to cheer me up even though they may not know what the fuck's wrong with me. And we all know that there're some things which are better left unsaid. Likewise in my case.

Another thing. I realised I am very good in hiding my emotions (i.e. feelings for a certain somebody). Sometimes too good; to the extent I get hurt and the person doesn't even know about it. And then I vent my frustrations on everyone, not expecting anyone to understand and yet crying out for help. How retarded.

That's all my shit summarised in 2 paragraphs. If only life was that simple eh?

---

Oh wow MSN's finally working. Time to put on the facade again. Or I just might make a confession. Lalala SEE HOW LAH. :D

---

{edit}

Believe me - I'd tell you if I could. But I really can't at the moment.

Because that person is you.

{/edit}

// Mack the knife

School is going to kill me I swear.

- Chemistry test
- CAS file
- Econs IA
- TOK reflection (Language)
- LWT on Frost's Wood Pile
- 5 Chemistry practicals
- Mock IOP
- Group 4 project
- Geography project
- Chinese oral
- Math portfolio
- Functions assignments
- Trigonometry assignments
- Econs file
- Chemistry file
- Chinese file

And of course...

PARENT-TEACHER MEETING.

Fucketty fuck. My parents will be in for a big surprise. In the meantime, I shall move to Jing's toilet for refuge if they return home one day with a brand-new chopper.

Oh well. At least I passed Math. And after 2 years, I finally got to taste the swedish meatballs in iKEA today. And of all people, we just had to met Darren Chew there. His reaction upon seeing Wanxian and I standing there laughing at him was priceless.

Found a potential Econs IA article in April's issue of TIMES. Hopefully it's enough to cover the wordcount. If not I'd probably welcome the chopper with opened arms.

Actually I think I'll die of terminal depression. Don't ask why. Especially YOU.

// Rapid hope loss

Went Jing's house today in hope of studying Chemistry, but who the hell studies on Fridays I ask you? Ended up watching movies like Flight Plan, Death of the Supermodels and the first epsiode of Desperate Housewives (Season 1). That's about 5 hours of TV baybehhh. :D

My parents came around 6pm to pick me up and my brother happily walked right into Jing's house and into the guest room without anyone knowing. Everyone's first reaction, including mine, was thinking he was some lost child. Freaking scary please.

Had some major Japanese cookout for dinner in my aunt's house to commemorate Mothers' Day. Ate like a pig and then slacked around with Mark playing Pokemon: Ruby Version. DAMN FUN, I LIKE. (x

---











Jing's ownage toilet!




The day we were supposed to study Geog but ended up talking for 5 hours.









Marcus Lim! :D









Jarvin and I on the Great Wall




---

More photos another day. Now I'm off to watch Desperate Housewives. (:

// We come down

Softball 'B' Div finals at Turf City yesterday. THEY WON. (x

Wanxian, Jing and I had a lot of fun laughing at everything, especially the stupendous grass fight that took place during the 4th inning between Melvin, Ethan and Greg. Ethan wanted to throw grass at Melvin but most of it landed on Greg and OMG his reaction FREAKING funny! He immediately tore up this huge tuft of grass but because during that time of chaos between Melvin and Ethan, he didn't know who threw grass on him. So he was like looking left and right and his face was like muderous and confused at the same time. OMGWTFBBQLMAO we laughed until CRY please.

---

A lot of people got screwed for leaving school halfway to watch the softball match today. First person was none other than Wanxian: right after morning assembly in the space frame for the whole school to gawk at. She deserves it though - first day in school already skipped half the day to "help" me in sports heats. Haha!

However, after getting screwed by all 3 form teachers because of Thiru, including Pat Thong who was freaking extra, Wanxian was apparently unmoved because she skipped PE with the rest of us and slacked in 5.10 later today without hesitation. That woman really champion I tell you.

Went KAP later to study. On the way, we dropped by Bukit Timah Plaza to ambush the guys because JQ said they were lanning there. But when we got there they moved to Beauty World. WTH LAH CHEAT OUR FEELINGS. Hahaha.

OMG. Then while walking back to KAP, we saw MARK CHIANG. From afar can already spot him damn easily because of his stupid slouch and bright orange bag. Damn funny, we stood in the middle of nowhere and called him, going, "Stop where you are and turn around." And that bloody cock-eyed twit took a full 30 seconds to figure out where we were despite clear descriptions and us waving like madmen and screaming like apes.

Studied Econs in KAP. But we were damn exhausted due to all the laughing and screaming (since yesterday lah what the hell) so I slept after a mere one hour. Sighzations.

This round's Common Test is really screwed too:

Week 8
Tuesday - Math, English
Wednesday - Econs
Thursday - Geography

Week 9
Tuesday - Chemistry

Week 10
Tuesday - Chinese

I tell you the teachers seriously got major problem. How can they cramp 4 subjects in 1 week and slack off the next couple of weeks?! Child abuse to the max.

Oh, and the HOMEWORK. Omg I want to cry lah. There's:

- TOK reflection on Language (Bloody Jamie Tan you will die soon I swear)
- TOK essay
- 4 Chemistry practical reports (How now brown cow?!)
- 3 LWTs on Frost
- 1 LWT on Soyinka
- IOP topic (DIE. Times one thousand)
- EE (How about they freaking hell reshuffled the mentors and I haven't met my new one yet)
- Econs IA shite (I don't even know what IA stands for lah omg)
- Functions (Yellow book & past years' questions. ALL of them)

I don't even want to think if there's anymore lah. This is too tragic.

---

I proclaim KAP my new home from today onwards. Waaha.