// Back from First Frontier!

Camp was an unexpected refreshment after a three-year hibernation from God.

I take back what I say about my lack of faith in humanity. There are actually people out there who care and encourage, and who can open my eyes to my strengths I never realised I have. And I truly thank God for these people, and for Him to actually speak to me the last two nights. I guess this shows He hasn't condemned me yet, haha.

Now there are so many things I want to do and I know that I'm capable of. But fear, laziness and the lack of time consume my heart. Worst of all, my impulsive tendencies, and drastic shifts in mood.

I don't want to go on a spiritual joyride that will end when school term starts; I want it go on forever.

So for the first time in my entire life, I'm going to do QT. Yay.

// Only people can save people.

Thank God for Rui. For being there always. :)

Thank God for Anberlin. For giving me the best 45 minutes of my life.

Last but not least, thank God for Mark Chiang. For pointing out something that's already so obvious to me but I couldn't find the courage to accept it. For giving me that courage and practicality tonight and giving myself a chance to be really happy again. And for being online for me.

There's hope for humanity yet.

// Back from First Frontier!

Camp was an unexpected refreshment after a three-year hibernation from God.

I take back what I say about my lack of faith in humanity. There are actually people out there who care and encourage, and who can open my eyes to my strengths I never realised I have. And I truly thank God for these people, and for Him to actually speak to me the last two nights. I guess this shows He hasn't condemned me yet, haha.

Now there are so many things I want to do and I know that I'm capable of. But fear, laziness and the lack of time consume my heart. Worst of all, my impulsive tendencies, and drastic shifts in mood.

I don't want to go on a spiritual joyride that will end when school term starts; I want it go on forever.

So for the first time in my entire life, I'm going to do QT. Yay.

// Only people can save people.

Thank God for Rui. For being there always. :)

Thank God for Anberlin. For giving me the best 45 minutes of my life.

Last but not least, thank God for Mark Chiang. For pointing out something that's already so obvious to me but I couldn't find the courage to accept it. For giving me that courage and practicality tonight and giving myself a chance to be really happy again. And for being online for me.

There's hope for humanity yet.