// A joyless euphoria

So I've handed up my 70% finished EE to my mentor, have yet to do my Geog IA questionnaire (gulp), got my English A1 books (1 out of 6 omg Zel you rock), and packed everything till my nose died.

Omg you should've been there when Lydia, my maid and I tried carrying my maid's suitcase down from the attic. We had to stop and rest for every 5 steps because the freaking thing was DAMN BLOODY HEAVY and I couldn't stop laughing at both of their very retarded faces wahlao sweat like pigs man. :D

Check this out:

Mother (packing vitamins): Eh do you all take Evening Primrose Oil?
Zelanie: No we only take it in the morning.

Okay Lydia happily laughed all the way from the kitchen up to our room and it took me approximately 3 flights of stairs before I realised what an idiot I was ahha. :D

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You know something? Everytime someone else talks to me when I least expect it, I'm blissfully reminded that I still have a life where others know of and appreciate my existence on Earth besides you. It's a rather nice feeling, but the person I'd like the see the most before leaving is you. Hopefully our telepathy is starcrossed tonight because whateer happens tomorrow and the next twenty one days may change the course of our future forever. Love you. :)

Going, going... Gone.

// Set fire to the third bar

A very uneventful day today. Spent half of it sleeping (I woke up at 1pm thanks), watched Viva la Bam, slept for another 3 hours, and did EE. I have half the theme of Memory and another theme of Cultural Differences left, and already exceeded the word limit lol. Trust myself to crap out this much bull. :D

So that's my Tuesday. All in one paragraph HAHA.

I kinda like it though. Staying at home (excluding the doing EE part of course), sleeping so I won't get hungry and look for food and grow fatter, watching videos, listening to music. Ain't I a very boring person.

And I don't think I can catch Bismuth tomorrow laaa I thought 6 Dec was on THURSDAY and I put my math tuition tomorrow afternoon. Stupidzels. ): ):

Nevermind more time to do EE and Geog IA hahaha.

OH. The person whom I talked the most to online today was...

(get ready don't laugh)

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MARCUS LIM

Hahaha okay shit you can laugh it's hilarious.

So we were sending damn a lot of songs to each other. And he was super astounded that I could send 10 files at once when he took a terribly long time to click "Send file" and look for the song he wanted to send me COS HE DIDN'T KNOW CAN CLICK & DRAG FROM ITUNES DIRECT GAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA.

Zomg it was like history in the making because I remember laughing at Liak for like 2 weeks cos he didn't know how to do it either!!!!!!

AND AND. MARCUS LIM THOUGHT THAT IT WAS CALLED "RIPPING". HE WAS OVERJOYED THAT HE LEARNT HOW TO RIP. BUT THEN HE REALISED IT WASN'T, AND RIPPING WAS DONE AUTOMATICALLY BY THE COM WHEN THE CD WAS INSERTED.

SO HE GOT VERY CONFUSED AND BLAMED EVERYTHING ON ME.

Freaking funny okay he totally made my day I couldn't stop snorting. (Y)

Shit I miss school very much and laughing at all the retards there. And work was given out a little at a time, where we could argue and cajole the teacher into postponing the deadline, etc. The mood wasn't as relaxed and I tend to do everything quickly when I'm under pressure lol.

AIYA WHATEVER LA MARCUS LIM ROCKS. :D

// Lycanthrope

Argh I don't have mood to do my EE today. Which is very wasted because I actually planned to do the bulk of it the whole of today and tomorrow, but I ended up going to town with Lydia to get books lol.

Now how much did I spend today?

2 necklaces - $20
3 pairs of earrings - $10
Starbucks Java Chip frappacino (tall) - $6
Famous Amos cookies - $10 (I'm going to kill Lydia for this we ate like less than 10 cookies out of the 300g I paid for)
Books at Times - $50
Books at Kinokuniya - $71
Karen's present - $36
Pepper Lunch - $9

That's a flippin' $175. I didn't include the cents to make it less painful lol.

So I spent money and didn't do my EE. Nor my Geog IA.

Well done, Zel. GOOD JOB.

Keke. Tomorrow and Wednesday's full speed all the way. MUST FINISH EE AND GEOG IA SO I CAN CATCH BISMUTH @ NGEE ANN POLY THIS THURSDAY AT 5PM AND REST ON FRIDAY AND LEAVE THIS SHITHOLE FOR WANDAFUL STATES ON SATURDAY.(Y)

// Live forever.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. Recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it's only in the black of the night you see stars. And those stars will lead you back home.

So don't be afraid to make mistakes, or stumble and fall, 'cause most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wished for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you? The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.

// Headlights in dark roads

Zomg I finished 714/4000 x 100% of my EE essay THIS IS VERY MOTIVATING considering I wasn't even supposed to start till tomorrow, and the fact that just a few hours ago I found out that I have to collect data for Geog IA by the end of this holidays ie. going to wet markets and interviewing a hundred random marketers (?) from 30 Dec to 2 Jan. Kudos to everyone who's helping me while I'm away k! You're seriously saviors of my life. :D

And I downloaded South Park Season 9 and 10 on my desktop so I can watch them all before I leave this saturday. (x

Raped every bookstore in town yesterday with LydiatheRetard after piano for my English A1 books. Everywhere don't have la wth I have to go to Bras Basah this week to get everything. Where in God's name is that place anyway. It sounds like it's in Malaysia please. ):

Anyway we watched Open Season in Cine thereafter hahaha retarded show. There was a hilarious sight happening at the concession booth on level 6 whereby a few indon turds were getting owned by the ticket-collector for buying tickets to Saw 3 and being under 21 years of age. Morons.

Zomg ALL. OF. YOU. MUST. WATCH. THE. MEET THE ROBINSONS TRAILER. (Click) It was screening before Open Season look out for the friggin' T-Rex part omg that one laugh until backside burst man.

And I vow from now on, I must watch every single comedy flick with my stupid sister. She laughs at EVERYTHING it's so sad you know, especially when you start laughing at her laughing. And all her stupid accents and facial expressions zomg I think I shall train her to be a stand-up comedian and earn big buckszxzxz. $_$

Pepper Lunch was yummy. And nostalgic. And expensive grrrrr.

Then LiaktheMoron came over at like 2am in the middle of South Park 1004 omg what a champion. Snuck out of the house and walked around the neighbourhood. It's nice and cold at night and the playground's not at all haunted, lest you count The Girl on the Swing and the Half-Naked Drug Addict on the Park Bench (us) haha scary anotz I bet you just pee-ed in your pants wot a loser. (Y)

Anyways I'm all packed for the trip! Just need to get contact lens solution and English books and books on intuition for friggin' TOK. I can't believe I'm going to do the stupid essay there la. Sacrilege.

Sermons are getting more and more encouraging lately. I feel bad for missing out on this year's camp. Mostly for myself because I'm the one who's gonna lose out. Sigh.

Oh well. At least I'm seeing snow and casinos and Disneyland in a week's time! (:

// A joyless euphoria

So I've handed up my 70% finished EE to my mentor, have yet to do my Geog IA questionnaire (gulp), got my English A1 books (1 out of 6 omg Zel you rock), and packed everything till my nose died.

Omg you should've been there when Lydia, my maid and I tried carrying my maid's suitcase down from the attic. We had to stop and rest for every 5 steps because the freaking thing was DAMN BLOODY HEAVY and I couldn't stop laughing at both of their very retarded faces wahlao sweat like pigs man. :D

Check this out:

Mother (packing vitamins): Eh do you all take Evening Primrose Oil?
Zelanie: No we only take it in the morning.

Okay Lydia happily laughed all the way from the kitchen up to our room and it took me approximately 3 flights of stairs before I realised what an idiot I was ahha. :D

---

You know something? Everytime someone else talks to me when I least expect it, I'm blissfully reminded that I still have a life where others know of and appreciate my existence on Earth besides you. It's a rather nice feeling, but the person I'd like the see the most before leaving is you. Hopefully our telepathy is starcrossed tonight because whateer happens tomorrow and the next twenty one days may change the course of our future forever. Love you. :)

Going, going... Gone.

// Set fire to the third bar

A very uneventful day today. Spent half of it sleeping (I woke up at 1pm thanks), watched Viva la Bam, slept for another 3 hours, and did EE. I have half the theme of Memory and another theme of Cultural Differences left, and already exceeded the word limit lol. Trust myself to crap out this much bull. :D

So that's my Tuesday. All in one paragraph HAHA.

I kinda like it though. Staying at home (excluding the doing EE part of course), sleeping so I won't get hungry and look for food and grow fatter, watching videos, listening to music. Ain't I a very boring person.

And I don't think I can catch Bismuth tomorrow laaa I thought 6 Dec was on THURSDAY and I put my math tuition tomorrow afternoon. Stupidzels. ): ):

Nevermind more time to do EE and Geog IA hahaha.

OH. The person whom I talked the most to online today was...

(get ready don't laugh)

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

MARCUS LIM

Hahaha okay shit you can laugh it's hilarious.

So we were sending damn a lot of songs to each other. And he was super astounded that I could send 10 files at once when he took a terribly long time to click "Send file" and look for the song he wanted to send me COS HE DIDN'T KNOW CAN CLICK & DRAG FROM ITUNES DIRECT GAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHA.

Zomg it was like history in the making because I remember laughing at Liak for like 2 weeks cos he didn't know how to do it either!!!!!!

AND AND. MARCUS LIM THOUGHT THAT IT WAS CALLED "RIPPING". HE WAS OVERJOYED THAT HE LEARNT HOW TO RIP. BUT THEN HE REALISED IT WASN'T, AND RIPPING WAS DONE AUTOMATICALLY BY THE COM WHEN THE CD WAS INSERTED.

SO HE GOT VERY CONFUSED AND BLAMED EVERYTHING ON ME.

Freaking funny okay he totally made my day I couldn't stop snorting. (Y)

Shit I miss school very much and laughing at all the retards there. And work was given out a little at a time, where we could argue and cajole the teacher into postponing the deadline, etc. The mood wasn't as relaxed and I tend to do everything quickly when I'm under pressure lol.

AIYA WHATEVER LA MARCUS LIM ROCKS. :D

// Lycanthrope

Argh I don't have mood to do my EE today. Which is very wasted because I actually planned to do the bulk of it the whole of today and tomorrow, but I ended up going to town with Lydia to get books lol.

Now how much did I spend today?

2 necklaces - $20
3 pairs of earrings - $10
Starbucks Java Chip frappacino (tall) - $6
Famous Amos cookies - $10 (I'm going to kill Lydia for this we ate like less than 10 cookies out of the 300g I paid for)
Books at Times - $50
Books at Kinokuniya - $71
Karen's present - $36
Pepper Lunch - $9

That's a flippin' $175. I didn't include the cents to make it less painful lol.

So I spent money and didn't do my EE. Nor my Geog IA.

Well done, Zel. GOOD JOB.

Keke. Tomorrow and Wednesday's full speed all the way. MUST FINISH EE AND GEOG IA SO I CAN CATCH BISMUTH @ NGEE ANN POLY THIS THURSDAY AT 5PM AND REST ON FRIDAY AND LEAVE THIS SHITHOLE FOR WANDAFUL STATES ON SATURDAY.(Y)

// Live forever.

The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. Recognize that every day won't be sunny, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it's only in the black of the night you see stars. And those stars will lead you back home.

So don't be afraid to make mistakes, or stumble and fall, 'cause most of the time, the greatest rewards come from doing things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wished for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you? The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination.

// Headlights in dark roads

Zomg I finished 714/4000 x 100% of my EE essay THIS IS VERY MOTIVATING considering I wasn't even supposed to start till tomorrow, and the fact that just a few hours ago I found out that I have to collect data for Geog IA by the end of this holidays ie. going to wet markets and interviewing a hundred random marketers (?) from 30 Dec to 2 Jan. Kudos to everyone who's helping me while I'm away k! You're seriously saviors of my life. :D

And I downloaded South Park Season 9 and 10 on my desktop so I can watch them all before I leave this saturday. (x

Raped every bookstore in town yesterday with LydiatheRetard after piano for my English A1 books. Everywhere don't have la wth I have to go to Bras Basah this week to get everything. Where in God's name is that place anyway. It sounds like it's in Malaysia please. ):

Anyway we watched Open Season in Cine thereafter hahaha retarded show. There was a hilarious sight happening at the concession booth on level 6 whereby a few indon turds were getting owned by the ticket-collector for buying tickets to Saw 3 and being under 21 years of age. Morons.

Zomg ALL. OF. YOU. MUST. WATCH. THE. MEET THE ROBINSONS TRAILER. (Click) It was screening before Open Season look out for the friggin' T-Rex part omg that one laugh until backside burst man.

And I vow from now on, I must watch every single comedy flick with my stupid sister. She laughs at EVERYTHING it's so sad you know, especially when you start laughing at her laughing. And all her stupid accents and facial expressions zomg I think I shall train her to be a stand-up comedian and earn big buckszxzxz. $_$

Pepper Lunch was yummy. And nostalgic. And expensive grrrrr.

Then LiaktheMoron came over at like 2am in the middle of South Park 1004 omg what a champion. Snuck out of the house and walked around the neighbourhood. It's nice and cold at night and the playground's not at all haunted, lest you count The Girl on the Swing and the Half-Naked Drug Addict on the Park Bench (us) haha scary anotz I bet you just pee-ed in your pants wot a loser. (Y)

Anyways I'm all packed for the trip! Just need to get contact lens solution and English books and books on intuition for friggin' TOK. I can't believe I'm going to do the stupid essay there la. Sacrilege.

Sermons are getting more and more encouraging lately. I feel bad for missing out on this year's camp. Mostly for myself because I'm the one who's gonna lose out. Sigh.

Oh well. At least I'm seeing snow and casinos and Disneyland in a week's time! (: